Tess' Journey

A Daydream Believers Blog

One a.m.

Saturday, May 27, 2006
I absolutely love the new Jewel album (Goodbye Alice in Wonderland)...
"Good Day" was just on and as it is one a.m. I thought I'd share the lyrics with you...

Jewel - Good Day Lyrics

I say to myself Self, why are you awake again?
It's one a.m.
Standing with the fridge door wide open, staring
Such a sight, florescent light
The stars are bright
Might make a wish, if I believed in that shit
As it is, I might watch TV Cause it's nice to see people more messed up than me
I say to myself, as I smile at the wall, let myself fall
It's gonna be all right, no matter what they sayIt's gonna be a good day, just wait and see
It's gonna be okay, cause I'm okay with meIt's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gotta be

I shiver, shut the door
Can't think standing here no more
I'm alone, my mind's racing, heart breaking
Can you be everything I need you to be?
Can you protect me like a daughter?
Can you love me like a father?
Can you drink me like water?
Say I'm like the desert, just way hot

The point of it all
Is that if I should fall
Still you're name I'll call

It's gonna be all right, no matter what they say
It's gonna be a good day, just wait and seeIt's gonna be okay, cause I'm okay with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be

As long as we laugh out loud
Laugh like we're mad
Cause this crazy, mixed up beauty is all that we have
Because what's love but an itch we can't scratch,
a joke we can't catch
But still we laugh

I go back upstairs, turn off the TV
You say "I'll be okay baby, just wait and see."

It's gonna be all right, it's gonna be okay
Gonna be a good day, just wait, just see Gonna okay, cause I'm okay with me
It's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gonna be...

Uh oh, awake again.

It's one a.m.
Staring, such a sight.

Well, at least the stars are bright...

Oh sun, where art thou?

Brrrr.... It's cold in here.. There must be some "..." in the atmosphere.. Ooh, oops... That was an old cheer...

Crap! It's almost June and it feels like its November! The rain just keeps on falling down. Soaked people in the videostore. Everyone grumpy.

Where is the sun? What happened to the Amsterdam I wrote about weeks ago? The one I love so much?

The end of May I should be enjoying some nice cold drink after working hours; I shouldn't be rushing home, making cups of tea and putting on another sweater!

Yesterday was a little better than the rest of the week. This was also the day I went to "Spontaan Feestival". The little boat trips up and down were loads of fun! ;)

The "feestival" was definitely "spontaan"... Walked around, danced a bit, talked with some nice people ;) ..

In the meantime.. I made up my mind that I'm not going to do the production-assistent year at the film academie. It took me a while to make this decision but lots of (film industry) people agreed with me.

These people have been a great help to me. And... *grin grin* offered to help me! So, really, really excited about that... See; It's all about networking (exactly what I did at the Spontaan Feestival)...

It's late. It's cold. Nighty night...


Monday, May 22, 2006
If you don't know yet what to do or where to go this Thursday...
Maybe I'll see you there! ;)